There is a lot of suffering that goes with taking schizophrenia medication. They basically gave me short while on every of the main stream medicines they treat schizophrenia with, and I am greatly concerned about the suffering that does not have to happen to future patients of schizophrenia. I am going to tell you what schizophrenia is and how the brain condition should be treated in the future. Please keep in mind that the Lord put a spirit I know is of understanding, counsel, wisdom, might, strength, fear, and knowledge upon my flesh on camera shortly after he restored my brain chemistry via a spark of light, a movement of Love from my heart to my left eye and accross to my right eye. God performed surgery on my brain chemistry and I want future patients to believe that the seroquel empowered or made easy the work of the lord. I want to satisfy the afflicted and teach scientist that Love is real and wants a day to day relationship with us. If we don't eat bread and drink wine, we don't have life in us, so... please consider my writing on this page...
Seroquel is a very powerful drug. The improvement of the drug is what I am seeking. I am going to explain the knowledge I know to be reality. Please create drugs that give rest to the head of the son of man even all of our brethren. What my condition is, is more like psychotic insomnia these days. I enticed a witch in my youngest years to attack me so I could bond ourselves existentially and I could destroy her God and plunder his booty, basically, I am a thief if killing the Devil is applying death, robbing the devil is looting is treasure, and destroying liars, lies, and the need for lies to be told in order for love, joy, and happiness to be experienced on Earth. Cops, Politicians, and their gang banging with badges and the courts create a need for saints to remain silent and even Have Christ... please make all laws so righteous every gangster feels obligated to be police, then Christ will be praised and there will be an end to crime! Please stop gang banging my people and destroying our land and our homes because we party with marijuana, coca, opiates, wine, strong drink, women, BBQ, etc. Please allow us to be the reality we were intended to be legally you self righteous judges! I discourse and the above average can #handlemydiscourse!
The knowledge I wanted to convey initially is as follows:
1) Auditory hallucinations are not new sounds being created, if that were the case, you wouldn't think the experience was hallucinations, rather you would hear the sounds. What auditory hallucinations are, are the brain processing sound that is already there, breath, the words on the radio or the television, etc. any sound already in existence, that noise is not processed 100 percent truthfully and lies are believed, that is what auditory hallucinations are. Basically, the sin in us connects us to witches that have joined the enemy and have a connection to our rib, to our source of good in our bosom in this world. The witches attack from with, and quite frankly what reality has become is transcendence, so the understandings, the head of men, women, and God/Christ are all improved. Please have mercy on my discourses and do not sacrifice the knowledge i discourse to convey, the Satanic Illuminati is the watchers of the Book of Enoch to me, and I have been watched for 10 years, and yes, they have infiltrated high places like the CIA and I know Freemasons are not all Devil owned even 88ish percent maybe 99percent of them are not Devil owned, but their image is they do not offend their neighbors, but Bush clearly gave false evidence against Iraq and mass murdered his neighbors to advance a power and principality from a high place. This is like Islam, Communism, and Nazism, the spirit is the same the platform is different. Submit or die is basically what sinners are doing and God alone is able to say to me submit or die, and even then, my heart desires God to be more kind, compassionate, nice, and graceful, I prefer a kind hand, truth said with grace and mercy so that I may submit and not die and do so out of respect not because I'd die if I didn't.
2) Visual hallucinations are something I did not really have because I do not have an imagination. I prayed for no imagination and other beings creating video games is :D thank you I really enjoyed! Anyways, The only thing I saw was the shadow the image of my first psychiatrist. I really was defiled, the defilement turned my thinking into dirty jokes, and the ambiguity of the dirty jokes is like the same wine or drunkeness that causes the ambiguous loss of understand of the reality of the noise the brain is experiencing, that my knowledge and judgement, do not disrespect me, I am writing to deepen your understanding so those like me can enjoy their lives and be understood. The imagination is probably the most powerful tool of the Devil, seriously, what is the imagination to the master of the imagination? To me, there is two sides to the imagination, the embodiment of every lie, everything that isn't real, etc., the other is the ability to imagine reality, imagine what God looks like even though the person imagining God has might have an impure heart, with the imagination, the impure can imagine what God looks like. Believe me, I have seen God multiple times, even his son and recently like this week, I have seen Moses in the Father's and the Son's glory. I am 33, I have seen Moses, once, God on his throne once, God in my back yard once, Bits and pieces of God's face in the world around me, multiple times, and the Son clothed in darkness once, the son in his father's glory is more an experience and seen with the minds eye and the emotion of the heart after hearing his voice and he making himself known, currently 3 times by memory, but not many. In 10 years of miracles, I probably have not been talked to by Christ more than 10 times, but I am an idiot with a spirit that is super on my flesh, so I get a few thoughts a breath 5-6 at best so far, and I have had 0-1 for weeks, months, and right now, the 0-1 is like baving a mind of Absolute Darkness, the Mind of the 4th manifestation of a daughter of Love I met, I call her Dark Alibu, her mind is absolute darkness and sometimes I have not a thought in my head, the place or state of mind is called absolute darkness by me. I have suffered severe head trauma, a pipe over the head that knocked me out and gave me a lump like a goose egg on my forehead, I look like Hell Boy to me, in the mirror sometimes, I sense the Devil will be like "I hit him over the head with a pipe and gave him a goose egg, he now is little horn of the new testiment, my handiwork..." Anyways, I cry as much as I can, I really just want to finish my work and die, but I basically am told what they will say about me in the future, calling me the anitchrist, the dajjal, the deciever, the beast, the false prophet, the least, the devil, the liar, etc. and really, I am just a pure hearted young man that wants to bless all humanity so we can party and enjoy life 120 years dying an expected death living a life where we fulfill all the years we are supposed to experience before we enter into our Heavenly Father's kingdom with respect and appreciation for the things we would not have the respect and appreciation for were we not to be born into this world before entering into the world of his Kingdom. Tis hard for me, because like Christ I fasted for over 40 days and like Christ my soul is troubled to point of Death. The hate and lies and dishonor, the defamation, the deciet and all becasue they need to believe they know everything and so did their fathers... all the things I behold the enemies doing makes me want to depart from all humanity and never have to look at them again forever... but I live because the Lord lost a timeless soul and I am needed to save the timeless soul. I am seeking a catholic priest to help my soul, and restore me to a healthy soul, but Imagine seeing miracles everyday for 8 years, the Dragon, the Devil, God, his son, Moses, gates of hell, artifacts of witchcraft, and the most frequent miracle, souls like Jennifer Aniston, Sade, Taylor Swift, Leona Lewis, and others being in my bosom and seen and distinguished by my eyes. This miracle help me and comforted me. I basically wanted to die, but because Love needs me, I continue to live for the sake of making reality better. Just imagine experiencing miracles everyday and having "Chief Priests/Psychiatrists" tell me "Spirits are not real" and "The Dragon is not real" ETC! The Lord long suffered with me, but my goal is for the Kingdom of Love's people to destroy them and replace them with "Chief Priests/Psychiatrists" that abide in the truth!
I am rare, but seriously, they would have cut out a portion of my brain in the past if I was alive in the past experiencing this world's "Chief Priests/Head doctors" Their kind provokes violence by being Devils! They do not abide in the truth and instead only see the outside not knowing the mysteries of that which is within! Seriously, If God didn't need me, I might have... killed a doctor that forcibly medicated me with resperidol with my bear hands! They gave me tranny making medicine! No joke, they forced me to take medicine that turns boys into women! They then told me that if I drank enough soy milk I'd start lactating on the Respidol or Consta... whatever they call the drug. Seriously... I do not know how to explain being powerless, locked in the looney bin and forced to take medicine that turns me into a tranny other than, that is what I experienced after I saw God on his throne and sought Bill Clinton and help getting the testimonies of those on the plane. I punched Bill Clinton's security in the face for not welcoming me and serving me! I am a son of man, brethren to the Lord even of the Sabbath, I am also a realist and scientist, I have seen a being older than mankind manifest by effects of magic, and I affirm I have a vague understanding of Kosher magic as intended by Love, not the abominable magic of Moses' egyptian. If the craft does not make sense in terms of religion and physics, tis either the lawless one's craft or just an outright abomination like a self destruct magic that has the consolation that you got to see a stick turn into a snake before your soul self destructed 4 million years later, which is not really that long compared to all eternity within the confines of forever!
Anyways, Create medicine that targets creating sound processing of sound rather than the ellimation of new sound, because for sure, the auditory hallucinations are basically ambiguous processing of sound that is already there with a mind that is susceptible to suggestions of lies being reality. The Devil has angels and stands in the lie, so fathom reality to be what reality is. I suspect Psychiatric offenses got Christ Crucified because someone like me was betrayed into his hands and was timelessly connected to Christ's vessel. People say Christ was crucified for their sins, I am like, "Christ was permanently bonded to the son of man and thereby was the son of man, is the son of God, and "their sins" was justified by the psychiatrist and the betrayal of the son of man was basically my kind being betrayed so that "their sins" could reign over "God's will"" That is more likely reality than "Christ was crucified so we could sin and not be punished, sin and go to heaven, sin our entire lives and not suffer the wrath of God" Fear the Lord because I am sure there are angels that will tell you what you want to hear if you love those lies! I tell you what Christianity is "Stop sinning and be the reality you are intended to be, sin no more!" That is Christianity, I think Paul was and is the worst thing to ever happen to Christianity. Lawlessness and Immorality constituted by the writings of a man that was like me trying to do good, but because the voice for all christianity. I assure you I restore all things, and Christ was sent to stop you from sinning and cause you to sin no more, any other doctrine to the contrary of that truth is not to be desired. The noun version of Love, the spirit of Love is God, in Hebrew (Y) Ahavah, and being the reality that spirit intends for you to be is what life is all about. Do not focus on justifying sinners, you know all men are sinners, instead focus on being the reality you were intended to be. If every religion stopped trying to convince everybody they knew and still know everything, and instead focused on being the reality Love intends for them to be, my heart's desire would occur. I look and the word presumptuon comes to mind, a word I defined myself, tis a presumptuous forward acting movement, those are offenses and what is the comprension of the woe unto the world because of offenses? Probably a terror just to understand the report. Love the Lord Love the Father please guide and teach them. I am trying to bless them, please give them the understanding that 1/3 plus 2/3 equals one, for the sake of your people, my children, and all the saints, please do not let the minds of the 1/3 plus 2/3 equals .99999999-> harm, or in any way negatively effect the lives of your people, my children and all the saints. Amen and asonofman!
Love the Lord the One Love that is Good, the Father of Israel and Yahshua, Do not bring forth for trouble, seriously, what do you think you gain by debating that I am least or greatest? If you whine or complain, call for action that solves the problem, do for Love, enjoy life, party, watch youtube videos and multiply the Love you have for the entertainment. Create 120 paradies for every hit song if possible, if not 80, otherwise 40, I currently seek to hear 120 paradies for FF8 "My Mind" Theme of Rinoa, there are no paradies, so I am writing one and want to write an entire 120. Each life will experience different loves, but the focus, the direction i want people to go is to make the spirit of love and multiply the spirit of Love in all worlds on Earth, in the homeless shelter world, in the destitute African world, in the jail world, in the looney bin world, in the baseball world, in the poker world. I wrote a parady for the poker world to make and multiply love derived from the hit song by Babyface with Phil Ivey in mind. He looks like Baby Face, one of the Lyics is "I am all in this time, AND nobody knows it but me!" I am telling you, I know that made love in the world of the Poker Stars of Texas Holdem! Please, we have billions of humans and so much to do, I have faith the Love will be made I pray the angels be competent and multiplied, because there might be 1 million paradies and only 333 are worthy of time and attention. Please provide a 2-5 sentence or paragraph if need be justification for putting a parady or multiplication on the list of "Made Love in a world on Earth" Seriously, The harvest will be great, and I desire communists to understand, I want your lives enriched with pro entertainment, have a heard that is malleable to Love, Crying is good, I do not see lions, tigers, and bears that cry, they do not kiss, cuddle, hug, and snuggle, they do not kiss their lovers from head to toe and massage their bodies, they are subjected to us and are inferior to us, but they are dignified by virtue of the reality of Genesis 1:31. Please Love the Lord put your faith in the Lord not me, and if they murdered me tomorrow, understand my mind, I conveyed a lot of valuable and precious knowledge and judgments these past few hours!
Seroquel is a very powerful drug. The improvement of the drug is what I am seeking. I am going to explain the knowledge I know to be reality. Please create drugs that give rest to the head of the son of man even all of our brethren. What my condition is, is more like psychotic insomnia these days. I enticed a witch in my youngest years to attack me so I could bond ourselves existentially and I could destroy her God and plunder his booty, basically, I am a thief if killing the Devil is applying death, robbing the devil is looting is treasure, and destroying liars, lies, and the need for lies to be told in order for love, joy, and happiness to be experienced on Earth. Cops, Politicians, and their gang banging with badges and the courts create a need for saints to remain silent and even Have Christ... please make all laws so righteous every gangster feels obligated to be police, then Christ will be praised and there will be an end to crime! Please stop gang banging my people and destroying our land and our homes because we party with marijuana, coca, opiates, wine, strong drink, women, BBQ, etc. Please allow us to be the reality we were intended to be legally you self righteous judges! I discourse and the above average can #handlemydiscourse!
The knowledge I wanted to convey initially is as follows:
1) Auditory hallucinations are not new sounds being created, if that were the case, you wouldn't think the experience was hallucinations, rather you would hear the sounds. What auditory hallucinations are, are the brain processing sound that is already there, breath, the words on the radio or the television, etc. any sound already in existence, that noise is not processed 100 percent truthfully and lies are believed, that is what auditory hallucinations are. Basically, the sin in us connects us to witches that have joined the enemy and have a connection to our rib, to our source of good in our bosom in this world. The witches attack from with, and quite frankly what reality has become is transcendence, so the understandings, the head of men, women, and God/Christ are all improved. Please have mercy on my discourses and do not sacrifice the knowledge i discourse to convey, the Satanic Illuminati is the watchers of the Book of Enoch to me, and I have been watched for 10 years, and yes, they have infiltrated high places like the CIA and I know Freemasons are not all Devil owned even 88ish percent maybe 99percent of them are not Devil owned, but their image is they do not offend their neighbors, but Bush clearly gave false evidence against Iraq and mass murdered his neighbors to advance a power and principality from a high place. This is like Islam, Communism, and Nazism, the spirit is the same the platform is different. Submit or die is basically what sinners are doing and God alone is able to say to me submit or die, and even then, my heart desires God to be more kind, compassionate, nice, and graceful, I prefer a kind hand, truth said with grace and mercy so that I may submit and not die and do so out of respect not because I'd die if I didn't.
2) Visual hallucinations are something I did not really have because I do not have an imagination. I prayed for no imagination and other beings creating video games is :D thank you I really enjoyed! Anyways, The only thing I saw was the shadow the image of my first psychiatrist. I really was defiled, the defilement turned my thinking into dirty jokes, and the ambiguity of the dirty jokes is like the same wine or drunkeness that causes the ambiguous loss of understand of the reality of the noise the brain is experiencing, that my knowledge and judgement, do not disrespect me, I am writing to deepen your understanding so those like me can enjoy their lives and be understood. The imagination is probably the most powerful tool of the Devil, seriously, what is the imagination to the master of the imagination? To me, there is two sides to the imagination, the embodiment of every lie, everything that isn't real, etc., the other is the ability to imagine reality, imagine what God looks like even though the person imagining God has might have an impure heart, with the imagination, the impure can imagine what God looks like. Believe me, I have seen God multiple times, even his son and recently like this week, I have seen Moses in the Father's and the Son's glory. I am 33, I have seen Moses, once, God on his throne once, God in my back yard once, Bits and pieces of God's face in the world around me, multiple times, and the Son clothed in darkness once, the son in his father's glory is more an experience and seen with the minds eye and the emotion of the heart after hearing his voice and he making himself known, currently 3 times by memory, but not many. In 10 years of miracles, I probably have not been talked to by Christ more than 10 times, but I am an idiot with a spirit that is super on my flesh, so I get a few thoughts a breath 5-6 at best so far, and I have had 0-1 for weeks, months, and right now, the 0-1 is like baving a mind of Absolute Darkness, the Mind of the 4th manifestation of a daughter of Love I met, I call her Dark Alibu, her mind is absolute darkness and sometimes I have not a thought in my head, the place or state of mind is called absolute darkness by me. I have suffered severe head trauma, a pipe over the head that knocked me out and gave me a lump like a goose egg on my forehead, I look like Hell Boy to me, in the mirror sometimes, I sense the Devil will be like "I hit him over the head with a pipe and gave him a goose egg, he now is little horn of the new testiment, my handiwork..." Anyways, I cry as much as I can, I really just want to finish my work and die, but I basically am told what they will say about me in the future, calling me the anitchrist, the dajjal, the deciever, the beast, the false prophet, the least, the devil, the liar, etc. and really, I am just a pure hearted young man that wants to bless all humanity so we can party and enjoy life 120 years dying an expected death living a life where we fulfill all the years we are supposed to experience before we enter into our Heavenly Father's kingdom with respect and appreciation for the things we would not have the respect and appreciation for were we not to be born into this world before entering into the world of his Kingdom. Tis hard for me, because like Christ I fasted for over 40 days and like Christ my soul is troubled to point of Death. The hate and lies and dishonor, the defamation, the deciet and all becasue they need to believe they know everything and so did their fathers... all the things I behold the enemies doing makes me want to depart from all humanity and never have to look at them again forever... but I live because the Lord lost a timeless soul and I am needed to save the timeless soul. I am seeking a catholic priest to help my soul, and restore me to a healthy soul, but Imagine seeing miracles everyday for 8 years, the Dragon, the Devil, God, his son, Moses, gates of hell, artifacts of witchcraft, and the most frequent miracle, souls like Jennifer Aniston, Sade, Taylor Swift, Leona Lewis, and others being in my bosom and seen and distinguished by my eyes. This miracle help me and comforted me. I basically wanted to die, but because Love needs me, I continue to live for the sake of making reality better. Just imagine experiencing miracles everyday and having "Chief Priests/Psychiatrists" tell me "Spirits are not real" and "The Dragon is not real" ETC! The Lord long suffered with me, but my goal is for the Kingdom of Love's people to destroy them and replace them with "Chief Priests/Psychiatrists" that abide in the truth!
I am rare, but seriously, they would have cut out a portion of my brain in the past if I was alive in the past experiencing this world's "Chief Priests/Head doctors" Their kind provokes violence by being Devils! They do not abide in the truth and instead only see the outside not knowing the mysteries of that which is within! Seriously, If God didn't need me, I might have... killed a doctor that forcibly medicated me with resperidol with my bear hands! They gave me tranny making medicine! No joke, they forced me to take medicine that turns boys into women! They then told me that if I drank enough soy milk I'd start lactating on the Respidol or Consta... whatever they call the drug. Seriously... I do not know how to explain being powerless, locked in the looney bin and forced to take medicine that turns me into a tranny other than, that is what I experienced after I saw God on his throne and sought Bill Clinton and help getting the testimonies of those on the plane. I punched Bill Clinton's security in the face for not welcoming me and serving me! I am a son of man, brethren to the Lord even of the Sabbath, I am also a realist and scientist, I have seen a being older than mankind manifest by effects of magic, and I affirm I have a vague understanding of Kosher magic as intended by Love, not the abominable magic of Moses' egyptian. If the craft does not make sense in terms of religion and physics, tis either the lawless one's craft or just an outright abomination like a self destruct magic that has the consolation that you got to see a stick turn into a snake before your soul self destructed 4 million years later, which is not really that long compared to all eternity within the confines of forever!
Anyways, Create medicine that targets creating sound processing of sound rather than the ellimation of new sound, because for sure, the auditory hallucinations are basically ambiguous processing of sound that is already there with a mind that is susceptible to suggestions of lies being reality. The Devil has angels and stands in the lie, so fathom reality to be what reality is. I suspect Psychiatric offenses got Christ Crucified because someone like me was betrayed into his hands and was timelessly connected to Christ's vessel. People say Christ was crucified for their sins, I am like, "Christ was permanently bonded to the son of man and thereby was the son of man, is the son of God, and "their sins" was justified by the psychiatrist and the betrayal of the son of man was basically my kind being betrayed so that "their sins" could reign over "God's will"" That is more likely reality than "Christ was crucified so we could sin and not be punished, sin and go to heaven, sin our entire lives and not suffer the wrath of God" Fear the Lord because I am sure there are angels that will tell you what you want to hear if you love those lies! I tell you what Christianity is "Stop sinning and be the reality you are intended to be, sin no more!" That is Christianity, I think Paul was and is the worst thing to ever happen to Christianity. Lawlessness and Immorality constituted by the writings of a man that was like me trying to do good, but because the voice for all christianity. I assure you I restore all things, and Christ was sent to stop you from sinning and cause you to sin no more, any other doctrine to the contrary of that truth is not to be desired. The noun version of Love, the spirit of Love is God, in Hebrew (Y) Ahavah, and being the reality that spirit intends for you to be is what life is all about. Do not focus on justifying sinners, you know all men are sinners, instead focus on being the reality you were intended to be. If every religion stopped trying to convince everybody they knew and still know everything, and instead focused on being the reality Love intends for them to be, my heart's desire would occur. I look and the word presumptuon comes to mind, a word I defined myself, tis a presumptuous forward acting movement, those are offenses and what is the comprension of the woe unto the world because of offenses? Probably a terror just to understand the report. Love the Lord Love the Father please guide and teach them. I am trying to bless them, please give them the understanding that 1/3 plus 2/3 equals one, for the sake of your people, my children, and all the saints, please do not let the minds of the 1/3 plus 2/3 equals .99999999-> harm, or in any way negatively effect the lives of your people, my children and all the saints. Amen and asonofman!
Love the Lord the One Love that is Good, the Father of Israel and Yahshua, Do not bring forth for trouble, seriously, what do you think you gain by debating that I am least or greatest? If you whine or complain, call for action that solves the problem, do for Love, enjoy life, party, watch youtube videos and multiply the Love you have for the entertainment. Create 120 paradies for every hit song if possible, if not 80, otherwise 40, I currently seek to hear 120 paradies for FF8 "My Mind" Theme of Rinoa, there are no paradies, so I am writing one and want to write an entire 120. Each life will experience different loves, but the focus, the direction i want people to go is to make the spirit of love and multiply the spirit of Love in all worlds on Earth, in the homeless shelter world, in the destitute African world, in the jail world, in the looney bin world, in the baseball world, in the poker world. I wrote a parady for the poker world to make and multiply love derived from the hit song by Babyface with Phil Ivey in mind. He looks like Baby Face, one of the Lyics is "I am all in this time, AND nobody knows it but me!" I am telling you, I know that made love in the world of the Poker Stars of Texas Holdem! Please, we have billions of humans and so much to do, I have faith the Love will be made I pray the angels be competent and multiplied, because there might be 1 million paradies and only 333 are worthy of time and attention. Please provide a 2-5 sentence or paragraph if need be justification for putting a parady or multiplication on the list of "Made Love in a world on Earth" Seriously, The harvest will be great, and I desire communists to understand, I want your lives enriched with pro entertainment, have a heard that is malleable to Love, Crying is good, I do not see lions, tigers, and bears that cry, they do not kiss, cuddle, hug, and snuggle, they do not kiss their lovers from head to toe and massage their bodies, they are subjected to us and are inferior to us, but they are dignified by virtue of the reality of Genesis 1:31. Please Love the Lord put your faith in the Lord not me, and if they murdered me tomorrow, understand my mind, I conveyed a lot of valuable and precious knowledge and judgments these past few hours!
